Epiphany

Kinda hate how I don't draw as much as I used to (ironic because this blog is called "illustrations by nina"). People tell me that I just lack time, but to me it's more like priority. I spend my days working/interning, and I come home and have my social time, before I know it, it's late and my eyes hurt. I realise I put social time before drawing time. Why can't I mix social time WITH drawing time? So that way I don't have to choose between the two! I really want to talk to you* but it makes me forget who I used to be. Then again, not talking to you* is a death sentence. You're* the last person* I want to speak to at night. Despite how unavailable I've been lately, I still want to find the time to draw, but right now all I can think about is people*.

Maybe tomorrow/today (It's almost 1am) I'll find the time to sketch. Until then, I'll sleep.

XX.

* = plural. (My life is kinda messy right now. I don't know what I want.)